August 2018アーカイブ

Tatami and/or the ceiling

One day I had a short nap after my routine housekeeping. I'd got in a Japanese style room and laid on Tatami directly without Futon, and closed my eyes about 10-15min, and lost my conscious. When I awoke suddenly I overlapped with my past memory that when I awoke from a short nap on Tatami in a same way when I was a teenager. (That teenager nap was almost like meditation, so after I awoke I decided that I work for art for the meantime.)

For a while I kept sitting on Tatami and feeling past and present at the same time.

Sometime later, when I sat on Tatami in the same room. I was gazing blankly a piece of movie flyer on the small desk in front of me. I don't know this movie, maybe Sosuke took the flyer some days ago and just left it. Then I realized that this flyer has the title of the movie that entitled 'Future' .
I read the flyer with caution but there was no special extra information except the movie is about future.
Nevertheless, I could feel that I myself also would have future.  It's coming with reality.
I was feeling like I had a small time travel to past, present and future on Tatami-mat as if I was on a  time travel machine.

Some days later I'd got a message from my sister that she talked with Sosuke in the Japanese style room when she visited Sosuke for his 5 years old birthday party.

They talked that the ceiling of this room looks quite similar to the Japanese style room in my parent's house (I grew up there). And he said that this and that looks alike, this and that also...
I started to think that the moment when I awoke unconsciously I looked this looks- alike ceiling. And that remind me the past.
And what about the future?

I don't remember how the wood grains patterns goes or what shape of stains was there but I do remember there were some (same sort of) ditches between wooden board and board.

I draw this ditch as a line and some days later I draw a carrot between the line and line, like a cutting a carrot.

tatami and ceiling.jpg


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